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一 |     美容诊所的小册子，就像廉价旅馆的大堂里摆着的旅游观光手册一样，介绍了我闻所未闻的项目：阿拉丁焕肤、10THERA、V-beam激光、超脉冲点阵激光、蓝色焕肤、Cog埋线提拉、二氧化碳激光（CO2）。    As Israelis were wrapping up the seven-day-long Jewish festival of Sukkot on Saturday, sirens echoed across the country just before dawn, and citizens soon realized it was not a false alarm. A full-fledged surprise attack was being waged from the air, sea and ground by hoards of Hamas militants.Thousands of missiles fired from Gaza streaked through the sky and began raining down on indiscriminate targets in Israel, sparking terror and leaving hundreds of bodies in the streets of cities and buildings decimated. Simultaneously, hundreds of armed fighters of the terrorist group, many on motorcycles, followed bulldozers that breached fences separating Israel from Gaza and charged into cities, taking Israeli soldiers off guard and gunning down citizens.On ABC News Live at 8:30 p.m. on Thursday, Oct. 12, ABC News' James Longman, Matt Gutman and Ian Pannell look at the horrendous toll from Hamas' massacre, the Israelis and Palestinians caught in the middle and what comes next.The lightning-quick, multi-pronged ambush also included dozens of Hamas militants in motorboats storming Israeli beaches and engaging in fierce firefights with Israeli forces. Other armed Hamas attackers swooped into Israel through the smoke-filled skies on paragliders.As those under attack rushed to safe rooms and bomb shelters, groups of terrorists infiltrating the county marched into towns and into kibbutz after kibbutz, opening fire on homes and killing Israeli citizens at random. Militants burst into houses, shooting residents begging for their lives and taking others -- including women, children and the elderly -- hostage, driving the terrified captives back into Gaza as many of them screamed for help.A music festival where hundreds of Israeli young people danced through the night into the break of dawn suddenly became a shooting gallery for the Hamas militants, who arrived in vans with their guns blazing, mowing down 260 partygoers and abducting others.Hamas leaders are now threatening to kill the hostages one by one and film the executions if their demands are not met.In one of the hardest-hit kibbutzim, Kfar Aza, near the Gaza border, where ABC News was allowed in on Tuesday, entire Israeli families were slaughtered and bodies of militants killed in the attack remained sprawled in the streets, some next to crashed motorcycles. Nearly every home in Kfar Aza was bullet-riddled, and a gaping hole in a nearby border fence remained open and guarded by Israeli soldiers still engaging in intense firefights with the enemy.The bodies of numerous Hamas fighters have been found along the border, killed in chaotic battles since Saturday, the Israel Defense Forces said.Within hours of the attack that shocked the world, Israeli Prime Minister Benjamin Netanyahu was calling it a "dark day" for his country and declaring war on Hamas. A veteran Israeli military official deemed the assault "our 9/11.""We have begun the process of naming and counting the dead, both soldiers and civilians. We are talking about unprecedented numbers, numbers that up until two days ago seemed totally fictional and unimaginable," Lt. Col. Jonathan Conricus, a spokesperson for the IDF, told ABC News on Sunday.As of Thursday morning, the death toll in Israel stood at more than 1,200, officials said. Another 2,900 people were injured in Israel. Among the dead are at least 27 American citizens, John Kirby, spokesperson for the U.S. National Security Council, said Thursday afternoon. An undetermined number of Americans were taken hostage, U.S. officials said.In Gaza, at least 1,417 people have died and 6,000 others have been injured since the retaliatory airstrikes by Israel began, the Palestinian Health Ministry said Thursday. At least 447 of the dead in Gaza are children and 248 are women, the health ministry said.The Hamas attack was launched on the 50th anniversary of the 1973 Yom Kippur War that pitted Israel against Egypt and Syria.Here is a timeline of events in the rapidly changing conflict enveloping Israel and the Palestinian Gaza Strip territory:

A barrage of rockets

Oct. 7, 6:30 a.m. in Israel

Air raid sirens began sounding in Jerusalem around 6:30 a.m. local time, warning citizens of the attack in progress and to immediately take cover. An estimated 2,200 rockets were fired toward southern and central Israel, including Tel Aviv and Jerusalem, by the Hamas militants, according to the Israel Defense Forces. Meanwhile, Hamas claimed at least 5,000 rockets were fired, all landing in southern and central Israel.One missile slammed into a hospital in the Israeli coastal town of Ashkelon, Israeli officials said.Armed Hamas militants, many on motorcycles, storm blockaded areas of the Gaza Strip, shooting at Jewish settlers in the Gaza Strip, officials said. Video footage surfaces of Hamas militants taking Israeli citizens -- including mothers, children and the elderly -- hostage and taking them across the Gaza border.In one of its first public messages, the IDF said Saturday morning, "Over the past hour, the Hamas terrorist organization launched massive barrages of rockets from Gaza into Israel, and its terrorist operatives have infiltrated into Israel in a number of different locations in the south." Videos posted online captured hundreds of Hamas soldiers breaching the Israeli border from Gaza by boat, pickup trucks and even motorized paragliders.

Oct. 7, shortly after the attack begins

Mohammed Deif, commander in chief of the Hamas' military arm Al Qassam Brigades, releases a video statement claiming responsibility for the attack."The Zionist colonial occupation occupied our Palestinian homeland and displaced our people, destroyed our towns and villages, committed hundreds of massacres against our people, killing children, women and elderly people and demolishing homes with their inhabitants inside in violation of all international norms, laws and human rights conventions," Mohammed Deif said in his statement.

'Israel is at war'

Oct. 7, about 10:30 a.m. local time

Israeli jet fighters launched retaliatory strikes in Gaza. Video surfaces of a high-rise residential building and the Al-Sousi Mosque in Gaza City being bombed and flattened by Israeli airstrikes

Oct. 7, around 11:30 a.m. in Israel

Netanyahu makes his first public statement, telling his country, "Israel is at war.""This is not a so-called military operation, not another round of fighting, but war," Netanyahu says.

Oct. 7, around 8:30 p.m. ET

U.S. Defense Secretary Lloyd Austin releases a statement saying he is "closely monitoring" the situation in Israel and extends his condolences to the families of those who have lost their lives in Israel."Over the coming days, the Department of Defense will work to ensure that Israel has what it needs to defend itself and protect civilians from indiscriminate violence and terrorism," Austin said.Separately, a U.S. defense official said that Austin had a call with his team Saturday morning, including U.S. Centcom Commander Gen. Eric Kurilla. Israel falls under CENTCOM's area of responsibility.

Oct. 7, around 9:30 a.m. ET

The White House announces that President Joe Biden has been briefed by senior national security officials "on the appalling Hamas terrorist attacks in Israel."

Oct. 7, just after 10 a.m. ET

U.S. Secretary of State Antony Blinken issues a statement condemning Hamas' attack on Israel, saying the U.S. will "remain in close contact with our Israel partners.""The United States unequivocally condemns the appalling attacks by Hamas terrorists against Israel, including civilians and civilian communities. There is never any justification for terrorism. We stand in solidarity with the government and people of Israel, and extend our condolences for the Israeli lives lost in these attacks," Blinken said in a statement.

Oct. 7, around 11 a.m. ET

The White House announces that Biden had spoken with Netanyahu, telling the prime minister the U.S. "condemns" Hamas' assault on Israel."I made clear to Prime Minister Netanyahu that we stand ready to offer all appropriate means of support to the Government and people of Israel. Terrorism is never justified. Israel has a right to defend itself and its people. The United States warns against any other party hostile to Israel seeking advantage in this situation. My Administration's support for Israel's security is rock solid and unwavering," Biden said in a televised statement.

'We will win'

Oct. 7, around 5 p.m. ET

Netanyahu makes a televised address in Israel, repeating his earlier statement that Israel is at war and adding, "We will win.""This morning, Hamas launched a murderous surprise attack against the State of Israel and its citizens," Netanyahu said. "We have been in this since the early morning hours. I convened the heads of the security establishment and ordered -- first of all -- to clear out the communities that have been infiltrated by terrorists. This currently is being carried out. At the same time, I have ordered an extensive mobilization of reserves and that we return fire of a magnitude that the enemy has not known. The enemy will pay an unprecedented price. In the meantime, I call on the citizens of Israel to strictly adhere to the directives of the IDF and Home Front Command. We are at war and we will win it."

30 Israeli police killed in fighting

Oct. 8, around 5 a.m. ET

At least 30 Israeli police officers were killed in the fighting, mainly in Sderot, Israel, where Hamas gunmen took control of the police station.Israeli officials announce that fighting is ongoing Sunday morning in six places, including Sderot -- which sits just 2 miles from the border with Gaza -- and that a rocket injured four people on Sunday morning.

Oct. 8, around 9 a.m. ET

The Israeli government confirmed that a number of civilians and soldiers have been taken hostage. At least 100 Israeli citizens and soldiers are being held hostage by Hamas fighters, Israel's Government Press Office said Sunday.Videos posted online show a packed all-night music festival in a desert in southern Israel near the Gaza border being attacked by rockets and armed Hamas fighters on the ground. The footage showed women and children being dragged away in vehicles and driven back into Gaza.Israeli rescue service Zaka said at least 260 bodies were removed from the venue of the music festival following the attack.Blinken says on CNN's "State of the Union" and NBC's "Meet the Press" that the State Department is trying to confirm reports that Americans are among those killed or taken hostage.Blinken tells ABC's "This Week" anchor George Stephanopoulos that the U.S. has pledged its full support to Israel."This is a massive terrorist attack that is gunning down Israeli civilians in their towns, in their homes, and as we've seen, so graphically, literally dragging people across the border with Gaza, including a Holocaust survivor in a wheelchair, women and children," Blinken said on "This Week."He adds, "The world should be revolted at what it's seen."

Oct. 8, around 1 p.m. ET

Israeli health officials announce that more than 700 people are dead in Israel and over 2,100 others injured. The Palestinian Health Authority said there are 370 people dead in Gaza and 2,200 others injured.

Oct. 9, morning

Air sirens sound in northern Israel, prompting residents to rush to safe rooms. Israel Defense Forces claim at least two rockets were fired toward northern Israel from Lebanon. One of the rockets, according to the IDF, landed in Lebanese territory."The IDF neutralized a number of terrorist infiltrators who crossed from Lebanon into Israel. We are defending our country and stand ready on all borders," the IDF said in a statement Monday posted on X, formerly known as Twitter.IDF helicopter gunships are attacking Lebanese territories, the IDF announces.The Lebanese Army announces Monday that missiles were fired from Israel in Lebanon."The outskirts of the towns of Al-Dhaira and Aita Al-Shaab and other border areas are being subjected to air and artillery bombardment by the Israeli enemy," the Lebanese Army said in a statement. "The Army Command calls on citizens to take the utmost precaution and caution and not to go to areas adjacent to the border in order to preserve their safety."There are no immediate reports of injuries.

Americans killed

Oct. 9, about 6 a.m. ET

At least nine Americans have been confirmed killed in Israel since Saturday as a result of attacks launched by the Hamas militant group, according to an official with the U.S. National Security Council."At this time, we can confirm the death of nine U.S. citizens," the official told ABC News in a statement on Monday. "We extend our deepest condolences to the victims and to the families of all those affected and wish those injured a speedy recovery. We continue to monitor the situation closely and remain in touch with our Israeli partners, particularly the local authorities."Two French citizens are among those killed in Israel, the French Foreign Ministry announces.One of the American citizens killed was identified as 32-year-old Hayim Katsman, who had been living in Israel, his mother told ABC News.Hannah Katsman said she initially thought her son had been taken captive, but later learned he had been killed when Hamas militants burst into his home and found him hiding with neighbors in his closet. She said she learned one of the neighbors was released, while her son and another female neighbor were immediately shot dead."I've been getting so many messages from people who worked with Hayim or who knew him, or who met him during their travels and how warm he was, how open," Hannah Katsman told ABC News. "He was a very accepting person and a very loyal friend. He had a good sense of humor. He took things in stride."

Oct, 9, about 8 a.m. ET

The Israel Defense Forces announces its jet fighters struck 130 targets in the Gaza Strip early Monday, many of them in the Al Furqan area, which serves as a hub for Hamas.Israeli Defense Minister Yoav Gallant on Monday ordered a "complete siege" on Gaza. He said authorities would cut electricity to the region and block fuel and food from entering the Gaza Strip, home to 2.3 million Palestinians.In an interview with ABC News Monday, Lt. Col. Jonathan Conricus, spokesman for the Israel Defense Forces, said Israel is taking swift retribution for Hamas attacks."It is an unprecedented attack," Conricus said. "And it will be followed by an unprecedented Israeli response against those bloodthirsty animals that have come across from Gaza and attacked our civilians."

Hamas threatens to kill hostages

Oct. 9, around 1 p.m. ET

Hamas says the group will start killing Israeli hostages one by one and film the executions unless Israel immediately stops shelling homes in Gaza without warning.In an update on the Israeli hostages taken by Hamas, Israel Defense Forces announces it has obtained information on every Israeli kidnapped and that it has notified 30 families so far.

Oct. 9, just after 1 p.m. ET

The Israel Defense Forces announces it has mobilized 300,000 reserves -- the largest and quickest call-up in Israel's history, according to an IDF spokesman.

Oct. 9, about 4 p.m. ET

President Joe Biden announces that at least 11 Americans are among those who were killed in Israel and that it's "likely" American citizens are among those being held hostage by Hamas."It's heart-wrenching. These families have been torn apart by inexcusable hatred and violence," Biden said in a statement. "We also know that American citizens still remain unaccounted for, and we are working with Israeli officials to obtain more information as to their whereabouts. My heart goes out to every family impacted by the horrible events of the past few days. The pain these families have endured, the enormity of their loss, and the agony of those still awaiting information is unfathomable."

'Pure, unadulterated evil'

Oct. 10, just after 3 p.m. ET

At least 14 Americans have been killed in the terrorist attacks and that an undetermined number had been taken hostage, President Biden said Tuesday."We now know that American citizens are among those being held by Hamas," Biden said. "I've directed my team to share intelligence and deploy additional experts from across the United States government to consult with and advise Israeli counterparts on hostage recovery efforts. Because as president, I have no higher priority than the safety of Americans being held hostage around the world."Biden said the atrocities committed by Hamas fighters included the "slaughter" of men, women and entire families, as well as "stomach-churning reports of babies being killed.""There are moments in this life, I mean this literally when the pure, unadulterated evil is unleashed on this world," said Biden, flanked by Vice President Kamala Harris and Secretary of State Antony Blinken. "The people of Israel lived through one such moment this weekend."Biden added, "We will make sure the Jewish and democratic state of Israel can defend itself today and tomorrow."Following Biden's address, White House national security adviser Jake Sullivan told reporters that at least 20 Americans remain unaccounted for in Israel, but emphasized that not all of them are believed to be Hamas hostages. He said a precise number of U.S. hostages is still being investigated.

Oct. 10, around 4 p.m. ET

Israeli Defense Minister Yoav Gallant tours southern Israel along the Gaza border, telling soldiers they are moving to "a full-scale response" to the Hamas surprise attack and that he has "removed every restriction.""Hamas wanted to see a change in Gaza -- the reality is Gaza will make a 180. They will regret [their actions]," Gallant says.He adds, "We will not allow a reality in which Israeli children are murdered. I have removed every restriction. We will eliminate anyone who fights us, and use every measure at our disposal. Anyone who decapitates citizens, or murders women and Holocaust survivors -- will be eliminated."Gallant's comments come as IDF soldiers from the 17th Battalion, with the assistance of aerial fire from a remotely manned aircraft and a combat helicopter, are exchanging fire with a number of terrorists held up in Ashkelon, a coastal city in southern Israel. The soldiers, according to the IDF, killed three terrorists in the industrial area of the city and were continuing to search the area as night fell.

Oct. 11, around 5 p.m.

The White House told ABC News Wednesday afternoon that the number of American citizens killed remains at least 22, but that the number of American citizens unaccounted for now stands at 17 instead of 20 as earlier reported.It was determined that some of those Americans who had been unaccounted for were "among the deceased," according to a spokesperson for the White House National Security Council, which provided the numbers.

Oct. 12

The confirmed number of Americans killed in Israel rises to 25, U.S. Secretary of State Antony Blinken says during a joint news conference with Israeli Prime Minister Benjamin Netanyahu in Israel.Blinken reiterated that Israel "has the right -- indeed, the obligation -- to defend itself" but that it was "so important to take every possible precaution to avoid harming civilians."

Oct. 12, just after 1 p.m. ET

The death toll of American citizens has risen to 27, John Kirby, spokesperson for the National Security Council, says at a White House briefing on Thursday afternoon. Fourteen Americans remain unaccounted for.。还有几本小册子详细介绍了如今最常用的注射剂：各种牌子的肉毒杆菌毒素和填充剂。                   在韩国的整形外科领域，注射剂就像新鲜玩意儿一样激增，人们常会期待下一种打进脸部的新东西，就像顾客喜欢拿到最新型号的手机一样。韩国的注射剂使用往往是开拓性的，是把化学混合物注射进皮下这一块技术上的先锋。                             她的脸看起来像经过了防腐处理                    我回到奥拉克诊所，想看看有什么最新的整容手术和未来趋势。

二 | 大厅里仍然热闹嘈杂，病人坐在小圆桌子边，对面是登记信息的工作人员，她们的下半张脸如今藏在口罩后面，两人手边仍旧堆满了就诊表格。墙上的电视无声地播放着韩国名人代言奥拉克诊疗项目的宣传视频。下方，小册子排了长长的三排，就像廉价旅馆的大堂里摆着的旅游观光手册一样。小册子上介绍了我闻所未闻的项目：阿拉丁焕肤、10THERA、V-beam激光、超脉冲点阵激光、蓝色焕肤、Cog埋线提拉、二氧化碳激光（CO2）。还有几本小册子详细介绍了如今最常用的注射剂：各种牌子的肉毒杆菌毒素和填充剂。                   在我两次到访奥拉克诊所的短短几年间，韩国的注射剂已飞速发展，如今可以达到与侵入性鼻整形术、脸颊脂肪去除和吸脂术一样的效果。

三 | 我一到那里，就听到几个人提到了“香奈儿面部护理”（Chanel Facial），这种注射疗法以那个时尚品牌的名字命名，但与它毫无关系，在美国也没有这种治疗。

四 | 我向为我登记的工作人员打听，她回答说“香奈儿面部护理”已经过时了。                   现在流行注射到脸上的是“丽珠兰”（Rejuran）。丽珠兰是一种“修复物”——一整类注射剂，在美国也没有这个。

五 | 修复物不同于填充物，它们不像“瑞蓝”（Restylane）或“乔雅登”（Juvéderm）那样增加面部器官的体积。丽珠兰用的是鲑鱼 DNA里的成分（据说与人类 DNA惊人的相似），能提高皮肤弹性，修复受损肌肤。它是直接注射进皮肤组织里，而不是像肉毒杆菌毒素那样注射进面部肌肉里。                   “你用丽珠兰吗？”我问我的皮肤科医生申海媛，她是奥拉克诊所的资深医生。“哦，是的，当然在用，我每三四个月就打一次。                   “听说它是最疼的。”我回答。                   “是的，确实是最疼的。”但是，她告诉我，她选择它“是因为它的疗效”。                   我看向她时也想到了疗效。

六 | 也许是因为“丽珠兰”，她的皮肤白如粉笔，脸是那么光滑，我能找到的最合适的描述就是，她的脸看起来像经过了防腐处理。因为我拒绝尝试“真的很疼”的鲑鱼 DNA制品，奥拉克诊所的协调员和皮肤科医生商量了一下并决定，为了解决已开始出现在我眉毛之间的川字纹和前额上明显的抬头纹，给我注射“非常微量”的传统肉毒杆菌毒素，它可以放松皱眉时和额头上下移动时的肌肉。                   医生在我脸上刺了274下，很疼                    但是，对于眉毛以下的所有部位，她们向我推销了一种超指征用药的肉毒杆菌毒素，叫做“皮肤肉毒杆菌毒素”，是肉毒杆菌毒素中相同成分的微剂量，但只注射进皮肤表层，并不深。她们把皮肤毒素注射进皮肤组织，而非面部肌肉，起到收缩毛孔的效果。

七 | 最重要的是，她们还会给我注射一种叫“粉红注射”（pink injection）的水光针，它集润肤、维生素和一种叫透明质酸的时兴保湿剂于一体，能使我的皮肤看起来又清新又滋润。水光针本质上是把保湿霜直接注射进皮肤，无需费劲去按摩吸收。                   走过了一条熟悉的挤满了整张脸敷着麻木霜的病人的过道后，我有了一种似曾相识之感，因为我被领进了一间小小的治疗室，很像5年前我接受毛孔真空清洁的地方。我爬上台子，躺平。

八 |                    “准备好了吗？”申医生说着，戴着手套的手拿起了第一支纤细的针管。

九 |                    我苦着脸说了声“是的”。                   她叫我皱起眉头，以便她看见皱纹所在的位置，随后有条不紊地开始在我的前额上注射，之后移到眼睛下方的区域，最后把我除了鼻子外的整张脸都戳了一遍，只有用纸巾轻拍拭去溢出的血时才停一下。她每用空一个注射器，注射器便落在金属盘里，发出清脆的叮当声。她从“粉红注射”开始，这还算可以忍受，然后沿着我的下颌线继续注射皮肤毒素，也就是皮肤肉毒杆菌。那感觉就像是她在用又小又滚烫的匕首刺我，左脸完成时，我差点喊停。

十 | “这些成分会改变疼痛的程度，”她解释道，“这点和丽珠兰最为相似。”                    申医生在我脸上总共刺了 274下，在我的眼睛下方到下颌线那里留下了一道道微微凸起的小点。

十一 | 这些注射剂总计花了我 625美元，算起来只是在英国或澳大利亚的费用的零头（在美国尚不合法）。

十二 | 申医生说，疗效最多可持续两个月，所以人们会在特殊活动——比如任何值得大肆庆祝或需要专业妆容的事——之前来做这个。尽管我的脸上事先涂了麻木霜，但最后100针还是让我疼得几乎难以忍受。“就这么值得？”快结束时我抱怨道。“为了美丽，也还算值得，不是吗？”申医生一边说，一边漫不经心地耸了耸肩。                   注射的风险                    在韩国的整形外科领域，注射剂就像新鲜玩意儿一样激增，人们常会期待下一种打进脸部的新东西，就像顾客喜欢拿到最新型号的手机一样。

十三 | 韩国的注射剂使用往往是开拓性的，是把化学混合物注射进皮下这一块技术上的先锋。

十四 | 这种争夺第一的竞赛从护肤转到了皮下护理。                   对于我们这些因为觉得不值得付出疼痛、风险或经济成本而拒绝选择接受手术的人来说，有越来越多的美容“技术”可供选择，比如肉毒杆菌毒素注射、填充剂和激光治疗，它们更经济实惠，表面上的风险也更低。通过许多像奥拉克这样的整形外科和皮肤科诊所，韩国正在决定激光疗法和注射剂的未来。如果侵入性是我们认可自己外表与否的那个界限，那么技术进步会将它抹掉。                   注射是如此寻常，以至于整形诊所都只把它当作赔本买卖，作为以低于成本的价格把你引进门的方法。大型手术中心打广告促销全区域肉毒杆菌毒素注射，价格低至 10美元。韩国可以进行试验性的注射和 /或激光治疗，而这在美国是不可能的，因为监管这一领域的美国FDA的审批流程非常漫长而繁琐，很多制药厂都会跳过去不做。                   如今，韩国有数千种不同种类的肉毒杆菌毒素、填充剂以及可用于皮肤注射的“助推器”和“修复物”等混合产品供客户选择，比如“粉红注射”和含鲑鱼成分的丽珠兰。

十五 | 相比之下，许医生谈到，在美国，截至 2021年医生只能提供四个牌子的肉毒杆菌毒素，其中之一是韩国制药公司生产的乔雅登。我打的微剂量“皮肤肉毒杆菌毒素”属于超指征用药，大多数美国医生都不会这样做，或至少不会承认这样做了。                   这些项目的副作用或身体伤害并不是完全可避免的，但很难确定人们受到伤害的频率。韩国消费者院并没有保留事故或手术失败的官方记录。“现如今，事故太多了，几乎每家医院都发生过严重事故，所以不会引起多大反响，”2015年，一位医疗事故律师告诉《纽约客》，“做整形手术的人也认可这是一种他们要承担的风险。”                    韩国外科医生每天要操作多达十台手术，于是出错的可能性也随之增大。2020年向韩国消费者院投诉的医疗事故有172起，高于 2010年的71起。每年所实施手术的真正数量并没有统计，但即使没有分母，170听起来也相当低，单是该国的医疗旅游增长率就远不止这个数。

十六 |                    大体上，我们知道的是：像吸脂术和提臀术这样的整形外科手术，风险要远高于门诊手术。另一方面，在全球范围内，隆胸随着时间的推移变得越来越安全。美国整形外科医师学会的国际开放获取期刊的数据显示，吸脂手术的死亡风险为每 10万患者中有 2.6人死亡，比普通门诊手术（如扁桃体切除或疝气修补术）中的每 10万人中约 0.25人死亡的比例高出 10倍左右。同一资料来源中并没有隆胸或面部手术的死亡率数据。                   虽然很难找到整形手术并发症的确切数据，但是要找到韩国大量非手术项目的数据就更难了。我们确切知道的是，肉毒杆菌毒素用于美容的这段历史是非常安全的。1989年至 2003年间，在数以亿计的肉毒杆菌毒素治疗中，上报给美国食品药品监督管理局的只有 36例严重不良反应。

十七 |                    整容的压力与无奈                    坐在车里等红绿灯时，我端详着后视镜里的自己，不明白自己怎么就轻易屈从了。我已然接受了一种普遍的观念，即打几针“没什么大不了的”，只是“常规做法”，况且人们一直热衷于此。

十八 |                    人们确实都热衷于此，但我应该这样做吗？我这样做了，是因为自己想要这样做，还是因为别人叫我这样做？皮肤变得更光滑让我感到高兴，但又有负罪感。效果略有些不如意，虽然我也不知道我期望的是什么。我甚至都不知道如何向申医生解释我不喜欢哪里，因为这些变化在旁观者眼里是这么微不足道，在我自己眼中却是巨大无比。                   我想这大概就是整容的压力。

十九 | 选择接受的人必须承受其效果的冲击。不喜欢这些改变？可这一开始就是你自己选择的。

| 但是当美丽被视为一种责任时，仅做精神和身体上的善后护理就完全是另一回事了。紧跟潮流的迫切性是共有的，而风险、责任和过失担责却不是。

|                    林素妍透露说，大约十年前她也没扛住下颌线手术的诱惑，她说对这个决定感到后悔，但又觉得自己其实也别无选择。                   我问她是否认为整形手术是一种“性别暴力”，就像一些学者所说的。

|                    她沉吟了一下。”她最终答道，但并没有展开说。“为什么？”我继续问。“就像婚姻一样，”她说，“有些人觉得婚姻是非常自然的事。你知道，并不是所有已婚女人都很悲惨或不幸福。

| 所以……这并不是意味着接受整形手术的女人就是受害者之类的。”                    当然不是，我说。这是你自己选择的。                   “也许这只是一种文字游戏，”她说，“但我并不觉得有选择权就是自由意志。可能我们做的所有决策都和这一套体制有关，并受它的影响。所以我并不喜欢把自由选择和体系［这二元］对立。

| 我觉得我们的选择全都与体系有关。我是说……我的意思是，哪怕选择手机的时候，比如选择三星而不是苹果，我觉得这也不是我的自由选择。”她首先还是得有一部手机。                   一些颇有道德争议的手术                    在江南区，当徐医生穿着紫色的手术服坐在办公椅上移来移去，说起韩国整形外科行业领先世界却仍在追求持续增长时，语气相当无奈。他认为，炮制对更多整形手术的渴望并寻找下一个潮流来贩卖，既惹人反感，又暗藏危险。

| 寻找新的身体部位来修正导致韩国精于某些手术，比如颅骨重塑，就是把埋在头发下的后脑勺的自然凹陷磨平或重塑。首尔的医生还精通一些颇有道德争议的手术，如“处女膜修复术”、阴茎增粗术，后者是在阴茎轴周围植入硅胶或患者自身的脂肪。                   整个采访过程中，徐医生都把自己作为谨慎的例子，指出当病人来征询他的意见时，他经常建议他们不要做任何改动，这让病人很惊讶。他拒绝让自己的服务像沙龙一样运作，即引诱客户定期回来进行反复的修修补补。“我希望病人过来，做完手术，然后事情就结束了。                   当他起身离开时，他又停下来跟我的翻译素正说话。他站在她身边，显然不是在冲我说。

| 他的语气温和，打的手势含含糊糊。

| 她张大了嘴巴，双手下意识地摸着脸颊。“什么，真的吗？”她用韩语说道，我听懂了。他又说了些别的，然后大步走出了办公室，准备去做下午的手术，留下我们两个在办公室。                   我盯着她的眼睛，疑惑地挑起眉毛。“他说我可以做个提拉手术，去除眼睛下面的眼袋，”素正告诉我，“他说他只需要切几个小切口，我就能看上去不这么一脸怒相。”                    本文来自微信公众号：非虚构时间，作者：伊莉斯·胡。

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